So wrong yet so very right.
Hvis lyset tar oss.
Is a title of a burzum song.. translated it means if the light takes us. Which in itself is pretty awesome (when you are 15 years old and try to be as fucking grim necro trve kvlt as possible).
And no, I will not explain the true grim necro trve kvlt part, that would take 1500 pages and more elitist bastard points of view than I have left in my entire body, damn you old age!
Listening to Burzum always makes me remember why the black metal scene were among the whitest shit you could ever imagine.. it makes white flight suburbia seem like the ghetto.
Just take Varg aka c(o)unt grischnack for example.. the dude used to sign replies to his fan mail with a swastika and the slogan Black metal for white people.. that sort of sets the tone for the black metal scene in the 90’s and at least up to 2002 when I sort of left the scene.
I was never into the politics in the scene, I was to busy getting drunk and getting my penis in slutty women (black metal chicks back in the days were the fucking best!) but in the scene I met people associated with groups like C18, Blood and honor, heathen front (incidentally they had Varg as a spokesperson of sorts).
That sort of makes shit hard for people of color, hell I even saw people from southern or western Europe (read Spain or Portugal) get the crap kicked out of them at shows for not being white enough to be there.
As fucked up as this might have been, I was a skinny ass little 13-19 old when I was knee deep in the shit so I couldn’t really tell 7’ 300 pound behemoths to please stop kicking the crap out of people, that would have been suicidal at best.
Luckily for me I knew ‘the right people’ in the get drunk part of the scene so they never questioned me being at shows and shit… otherwise I might not have had all the fond memories from the good old days as I have now.
